Loved Always, Sadly Missed RIP
My God how time passes. It seems only yesterday that I had my last conversation with you… Next month it will be 3 years since you left us… I don’t know how they passed… the only thing is your girls are growing , blooming and I talk to you , asking you if you are happy with the way they are turning out … you had hopes and dreams and wanted to raise them with your guidance and love…. I pray to fulfill your dreams… Not a day passes with out talking about you… of things you did, words you said… with friends, with colleagues, with people we meet… you are with us what ever we do… you will always be…. I miss you more as days pass by— tears wont bring you back, but it soothes the pain I feel… I visit your grave and look at your name… I still find it hard to believe… I wish only wish if you are not gone ! if you are still with us… Nothing is the same with out you …. Life’s meaning has changed with out you…. you said in your video , (turbulent time is ahead of us ),,,, definitely it was very turbulent and is still is … our personal life for sure has been, and it will take time for the storm to settle and for the boat to sail its course… Economy is still in a turbulent phase, and our local and national security is at a very turbulent stage…. I wonder some times , what action you would have taken in these crisis ? we miss your wisdom , your love , your care…
God has his own ways , his own judgment of issues and situations and we have to accept his WILL… loosing you is not easy, but thinking you are happy where you are, watching over us gives me inner peace….. I miss you and await the day when we meet again… until then I send you my love…may your soul rest in peace…..
I was in the year above Rami at Dulwich College and have just stumbled upon the terribly sad news of his passing. I can recall him always being nothing but polite and courteous with a warm and friendly smile, a young man who would always make time to talk on the occasions we met during and outside school.
Wherever he has gone will be a better place for having him.
Dear God!
Quite an inspirational character. What a man.
Happy Father’s Day Rami, my God my dear brother , words will never be enough to describe how much I miss you and how much life has been so difficult to understand since you left us so early . It’s made me so scared of life and death but then again maybe I should learn from your path of religion and follow the Holy book and the religion that we follow to feel safer and understand the idea of being “born to die”. I wanted to come to visit you and ESP on Father’s Day but I think I just have been trying to avoid visiting because I still can’t believe your gone and I cry every night and I know it hurts you to see me like this or to hear me Cry whilst your In heaven but what can I say, I lost my only brother and the one I loved so so so much. I’m honoured to have been given the responsibility of looking after and raising the girls, a reminder every day of your wonderful being but it’s also a painful reminder everyday for me that you are not here. They made cards for you. We put them near your photograph that welcomes everyone when they enter the 3rd floor , the family floor. I miss you so dearly . And when I come visit you don’t be angry or upset when I cry as if you have just died yesterday but I won’t be able to help myself. Mama and baba are so strong , they are truly warriors like the Makhzoumi tribe movie you made, they are living proof of that! I wish I can make them proud and make you proud whatever life will give but I know I must reach out and grab to get where and what I want but I guess I’m just not as brave as all of you but I hope I can learn to be. I love you rami I will never get over the fact that you’ve left so soon and if I have ever or am disappointing you I hope I can become a better person and more like the person I want to be and you would like me to be. Forever your little sister , camo
Thinking of you everyday…2 years mean was yesterday…leave lovely memories…wish where you are no more worries… RIP Boss…..
ا كوكباً ما كان أقصر عمره ### وكذاك عمر كواكب الأسحار
وهلال أيام مضى لم يُـستدر ### بدراً ولم يمهل إلى الأسحار
عجل الخسوف إليه قبل أوانه ### فمحاه قبل مظنة الإبدار
واستُـل من أترابه ولداته ### كالمقلة اسـتُلت من الأشفار
فكأن قلبي قبره وكأنه ### في طيّـه سر من ألأسرار
إن الكواكب في علو مكانها ### لترى صغاراً وهي غير صغار
ولد المعزى بعضه فإذا مضى ### بعض الفتى فالكل في الآثار
أبكيه ثم أقول معتذراً له ### وُفّـقتَ حين تركتَ ألأم دار
جاورتُ أعدائي وجاور ربه ### شتان بين جواره وجواري
Man Its already 2 years and i remenber you daily, i am sure that you are now loking, watching and praying for us. Thank you our angel….. Sibistik
Rami, it’s been 2 years 1 day and counting …. And not a day goes by I don’t think of you, hear you but I just wish I could see you, touch you, smell your cologne and the sweet scent of cigar on your skin and be able to just sit and watch you from a far if I can’t be allowed to hold you and be in your arms again, I was remembering the times when you were in 47a and you would sometimes invite me in to sit with you… I miss those days as i miss you. I remember how I used to go up to Buckinghamshire and visit no mans land just to check on you with mum over the weekends and help you hang your clothes when you first arrived to university when you were there to do your masters . Oh how I miss having an older brother, not just any brother but YOU as my brother. I miss being Rami’s little sister and though forever I will be by blood and by birth … I know I’ve lost you and lost you for good. I’ve only see you once in my dreams since your passing and it was so real, so intense, so emotional I woke up crying and begging you not to go , holding on to your feet and your legs wishing you would come back but when I realised I was on my room and on my bed I knew that it was only a dream, and sometimes I wonder if the life I’m living in right now is a nightmare or a dream gone bad and one day I will close my eyes and everything will be ok again. But I know not to wish for things that can’t be true or ever come back, cause once you left I knew deep down you would be forever gone but forever in my heart,in my mind and in my soul . I love you big brother , missing you dearly ….
Rami, it’s been 2 years 1 day and counting …. And not a day goes by I don’t think of you, hear you but I just wish I could see you, touch you, smell your cologne and the sweet scent of cigar on your skin and be able to just sit and eat h you from a far if I can’t be allowed to hd you and be in your arms again, I was remembering the times when you were in 47a and you would sometimes invite me in to sit with you… I miss you. I remember how I used to go up to Buckinghamshire and visit no mans land just to check on you with mum over the weekends and help you hang your clothes when you first arrived to university there to do your masters . Oh how I miss having an older brother, not just any brother but YOU as my brother. I miss being Rami’s little sister and though forever I will be by blood any by birth … I know I’ve lost you and list you for good. I’ve only see you once in my dreams since your passing and it was so real, so intense, so emotional I woke up crying and begging you not to go , holding on to your feet and your legs wishing you would come back but when I realised I was on my room and on my bed I knew that it was only a dream, and sometimes I wonder if the life I’m living in right now is a nightmare or a dream gone bad and one day I will close my eyes and everything will be ok again. But I know not to wish for things that can’t be true or ever come back, cause once you left I knew deep down you would be forever gone but forever in my heart,in my mind and in my soul . I live you big brother , missing you dearly ….
RIP Rami Makhzoumi God bless your soul you are the one that made me want to continue the gurney of life and made me want to give my best in order to become like you. You are my inspiration.
Dearest Rami I really miss you habib ammto, I miss your laughter, calmness, eyes, wisdom , patience and leadership. I miss having you around, talking to you ,drinking tea with mint or lemonade with mint with you, I miss your voice asking about everyone about me ,Doried and my children everyone we know, I miss spreading your care, kindness and wonderful smiles to all . I really miss your presence and the small talks we used to have for hours Rami, my beloved nephew. May God the almighty bless your pure soul and as I promised you ammto will be there always for your parents, sisters and your three precious angels ….. I just miss you more and more habibi ….. I love you Rami
